Don't fall

Best laid plans right? I spent weeks thinking about what to bring to my residency at Hambidge, drove with a song in my heart to the lovely state of Georgia, spent a night with friends (who were so very gracious and delightful) and then break my foot.

In three places. No denying it. It was a stupid fall down three little bitty steps. I just wasn’t paying attention. So I drove home (without a bathroom break!) and have set up my alternative reality. I cancelled the residency, cancelled a workshop in Portland, cancelled a vacation with friends on the Pacific coast, and cancelled another workshop in Sisters, Oregon. I spent the day cancelling flights, rental cars and hotel stays. And now the slate is clean.

This is the view from our screened porch. The weather is perfect, the scene inspiring, there are no deadlines. All I have to do is figure out how to slow down. Stop. Rest.

Time is short. It’s not in my nature to fritter away each precious minute with rest, or contemplation. I’m not a napper. I am an active sort. Busy is better, the list is long, the tasks rewarding. I like to see results, progress and growth. So now I need to redefine what that is. How does this inactivity shore up an overloaded mindset? What is it I am trying to accomplish with my art? What needs to be sorted out? Simplified? Stopped?

AHA! Moments and Layered Chaos, Paula Kovarik

Two of my pieces (Aha! Moments and Layered Chaos) become one through disruption. I did this mockup (using Photoshop) prior to leaving for my residency.

Was this idea a precursor of what actually happened a week later? Perhaps. I am paying attention to the invisibles in life. The uncanny. Maybe I’ll get my rotary cutter out to put this piece together.

Don’t fall. There are other things that are much more exciting.

How do you handle disruption?

Packing light?

I pride myself on packing light when traveling. So in preparation for my 2 week stay at the Hambidge Artist Residency in Georgia starting next week I am sorting through what to bring. I have to admit it is keeping me up at night trying to decide. Clothing is easy, supplies for art not so much.

blank canvas

Should I be a minimalist and bring nothing but blank canvas and black thread?

a bag full of cut up quilts

Or, perhaps I should bring a selection of my cut up quilts to reconfigure?

raw materials

Maybe I should concentrate on the nature surrounding me at the retreat and build a new body of work focused on that?

My first impulse was to disassemble and reassemble two quilts into one piece. Cutting things up is always cathartic and revelatory.

extra time to read?

Two weeks of reading and hiking sounds glorious. Can I take a break from making art?

Or maybe this is the perfect time to sit down and figure out exactly why I do this work? No stitching allowed?

This may be one of those times when packing light won’t work. I’ll just bring fewer clothes so that there is room in the car for the toys. Ready or not…

The Public Eye

I believe that art isn’t done until someone besides the artist has seen it. I am also at a point in my career that I want the pieces I make to leave my studio. I want them to travel. I want them to go away, clear the decks, and move on. So I spend some time each week seeking ways to get my work into the public eye. I like to start a conversation with my work. I’m interested in how we communicate with each other.

With that goal in mind, the art group I am part of (Six Points) made a proposal to a local university gallery called 2 sides/6 points. Here’s the original proposal we made to the gallery.

2sides/6 points

In 2 sides/6 points we ask ourselves these questions: Can art have a do over? How does an immersive conversation with an artist inspire new art? Can one artist reinvent the work of another? Can imitation or intention carry an artist to a new place?

We six artists have met regularly for over seven years. As a group, our aim is to support, nourish and react to each other’s work with critical eyes born from long discussions. We know and celebrate each other. We listen and consider. It’s a deep dialog based on the belief that our aim is to assist and our process is to be honored.

And now our task is to dive deeper. With this show, we bring the time-honored practice of one artist being inspired by another to create new work. Each of the six will choose a work by one of the others and reflect, re-imagine and create a work inspired by that piece. After a one-on-one artist-to-artist conversation the original piece will act as a muse to something new from a different point of view, medium, or palette. This show will include the original artwork, the inspired creation, and a sampling of each artist’s body of work.

The tall piece in the middle of this picture features the work I created after engaging in this challenge.

I was paired with Mary Jo Karimnia in this challenge. She has a multi-media practice that includes using beads, flocking, paint and paper. One of her series is devoted to eyes. When we met we talked about evil eyes, inner eyes, protective eyes, seeing eyes, third eyes and the many ways that eyes are referred to in art. Her eyes are painted on plates, cut out of wood, mounted on baskets and gathered in installations.

Mary Jo Karimnia does a series of works focused on eyes.

Choosing a strong palette with lots of pattern was a new challenge for me. I usually work with less color.

Recently I watched a documentary about refugees and asylum seekers traversing the jungles of Panama to get to safety. Their journey is horrendous, murderous and rife with corruption. Many die. It occurred to me that the whole world should witness this disaster. The whole world needs to figure out how this ends. And then I realized that the whole world is watching this disaster, all across the globe people are hungry, hopeless and in danger. So I decided to use that idea in my piece called The Whole World’s Watching using eyes as a focal point.

The Whole World’s Watching, detail, Paula Kovarik

Every so often we get a news flash of more people dying in their attempts to get to safety.

The Whole World’s Watching, Paula Kovarik, 50.5” x 16”

The 2 sides/6 points show will debut in September at the UT-Martin campus of the University of Tennessee. If you are in the area please stop by and let us know what you think about the show. Let’s continue this conversation.

Could I have three wishes please?

I am happy to announce that two of my pieces will be in the 39th New Legacies: Contemporary Art Quilts show in Ft. Collins, CO opening June 10. If you are in the area please stop by to see this wonderful show.

Grid Interrupted is made of pre-stitched, cut-up quilts. All of the pieces were part of other quilts that I have made in the past. It measures 57” x 56”.

You Are Here measures 35” x 98”. A very long piece on canvas. The marks are ink with overstitching.

I’m including detail shots of both pieces below.

Grid Interrupted, 57” x 56”, Paula Kovarik

You Are Here, 35” x 96”, Paula Kovarik

Are you thinking I might have a dual personality? These two pieces are so different even I find it a little surprising. One is obsessive in its detail, the other builds story with improvised forms. When I enter my studio I am never quite sure which muse will take me. I do know this: preconceived ideas I may have when I begin will always take a back seat to being in process, letting the stitch tell me where it needs to go. I’m not kidding about this. It tells me. I listen.

Three wishes?

More time please.

More space for large works.

Shows that take the artist’s costs into consideration. Shipping these puppies was no small feat. And the cost? I won’t say. Suffice it to say that I have saved up enough to afford to enter, ship and repeat. Others don’t have that privilege and I want to see their work too.

What are your three wishes regarding your artwork?

Alegre

I spent a week at the Alegre Retreat teaching a very talented bunch of stitchers this month. And, what a place! The Gateway Canyons resort is nestled into deep canyons in Colorado near the Utah border. Watching sunrises and sunsets was like witnessing a movie as the sun crawled up and down the canyon walls. I woke to the moon setting one morning, it sank below the rock wall as if hiding itself. I felt like I was part of a postcard.

This is the way I walked to the classroom each morning. Each day was different. Gateway Canyons, Colorado

We had a light snow one day. Frosting on the cake.

We stitched for 5 days. And, after a little hesitation the artists went full steam ahead. Sixteen fearless stitchers. Here are some of the results. I can’t wait to see what they create with these new ideas.

Teaching brings me great pleasure. I love it when a student expresses excitement about a new technique. I love it when they make it their own. I love to be with people who have the same passion as mine. Traveling fills my mind with new inspirations, new vistas, new ideas.

And, now, I will settle down to stitch some of what I felt and saw, and smelled, and touched and tasted.